hi :D
went for open house.
sian like hell. nothing much today, but i watched new moon :D
haha so so la. not too fantastic but not too shitty. these few days i just feel like sleeping throughout. the weather's too fine. (:


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i know you won't read my blog. or if you do, you won't care.
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everytime i try to convince myself that you're not that kind of person, you make me change my mind.
can't you just be yourself for once?

my life is as screwed as my hair now.
fml. totally.





I ain't that fantastic. I failed going to rv, nus, nj. what else?
shit.
i'll just have to take o levels.
people say it's hell in those schools. so? just let me die there.
shit.

my life is totally screwed.

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stop calling me. i don't want to talk to you.
you back stab me. you back stab the rest.
you're really smart.

. you call me almost everyday. ask me for tips. ask me for answers. ask me for everything you don't know.
then, its all over.
. im forgotten, im chucked aside cause i can't help you anymore.

tuesday.


3 days more with 209. i've just realised this when reading other people's blog. sigh. huiru's post was really touching.

i feel like crying now at the thought of 209 splitting up.

hi (:
temporary skin. .
today's post is crap. and waste of your time. so ...



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shit. D: failed bio- how great.
borderline chinese- oh yay.
but maths -- :D my only hope.


bio i got 8/20. D: honestly i didn't think that i would get so low for bio. i had always thought that i would score rather well in it compared to chem and physics. D:
now. chem screwed, physics screwed, bio - ya.

how? i want to take triple science next year. don't let this affect. D:

ok, chinese- failed zuowen. ==


wait. surprisingly i didn't cry for any. (for the first time?)
i was sad and disappointed but not surprised. i knew this kind of marks would come out. sucks. no more 500 dollars. sucks.
hoping that things would be better tomorrow. i've got to pray hard. (as if it would work.)

sigh. today was boring. and i've finally decided to open this blog because i was really worried about my results.. and here i am. morning- came to school rather early. went to class, slacked for about one hour and miss wong came in to scare all of us about geography. i just realised i missed out many points. D: ok, then i think it was recess? or bio. (forget about it, don't talk about bio D:)ya. today's meesiam tasted like shit. it's just drinking water plus noodles. woahhhhh. then lao li came in to give out those chinese papers. as i had mentioned- failed zuowen. overall- just pass. :/ forget it. then lunch- didn't go down. stayed in class to grieve over all those lousy results i just got and then maths :D whoo! happy. haha. Actually, maths have never been my strength and i have seldom gotten a band one in primary school. but.. ya :D happy with maths- paper 1 only. paper 2 was full of careless mistakes. zz. okay nevermind. met kimberly to go home. honestly, i forgot what we talked about .. ._. results? uh.. don't know.

came home, told daddy about my results.
"pa i failed bio. BUT many people failed too."
"huh. aiyooo."
"ah.. yeah."
"but i thought u were good in bio."
"but this time round almost everyone didn't do well"
"really meh. aiyo..."
"..."
"aiyoo..."

ok when he comes home im dead.